I THOUGHT OF YOU TODAY

I THOUGHT OF YOU TODAY

I woke up today and you were on my mind
Turning about I knew you I would not find
Like a man half blind I stumbled
Wondering to my self as I mumbled
Where are you now?
I saw your face in my mind
but you I could not find
I felt your touch
But you were not there
I missed you so much
The color of your hair
The feel of your skin
No matter how much
I could not win
You are gone and I am alone
A broken heart and an empty home
It was not me
It was not you
All it was life as we knew
You cant leave him
to be with me
I cant be held down
I must be free
Farewell

RANDOM THOUGHT OF A CLOUDED MIND

WHY DID YOU GO
Why did you leave me when you did
Was it something I said or something I did
Was it a thing that I forgot
Was that the reason for your leaving
All I did was in my beliving in us
All I wanted was your trust in me
All I wanted was a trust in you
Was that to much for us to be through
No it was not what you did
It was feelings that were hidden
Feelings wanting to be free
Freedom of wanting to be me that set you on your way
Never blame yourself only blame the
world around us and that is to much to ask
I cant change the past only learn
I cant make you understand only let you know
Your heart will find a way
Your heart will set you free to see
It was me and not you that made the choice
And for me I have to live with the pain
The pain I have caused , the pain
that I can never heal
The wounds will always remain
It is my pain and I feel it always when
I see your face or hear your name
Farewell