I SAW YOU AGAIN

I saw you again today
But you did not see me
You seemed happy to be with him
I seem to be happy to be free
I am who I am on the outside
But my real self I still hide
Inside where the world can not see
That is the place of the real me
Run and run away I would do
Just to forget how I felt about you
You were my life my soul
You were the air I breath
But I set you free when you told me to
I am still chained inside to you as I will always be

I saw you again today you did not see me
I hid and watched from afar
Later to laugh and hide at the bar
Life of the party and lover of the women
Just that could be the real me
But then again
It is on the out side not from within
I saw you again today and I cried
On the inside where the real me hides
You are happy and that I can see
I saw you today and you did not see me.
Farewell

I THOUGHT OF YOU TODAY

I THOUGHT OF YOU TODAY

I woke up today and you were on my mind
Turning about I knew you I would not find
Like a man half blind I stumbled
Wondering to my self as I mumbled
Where are you now?
I saw your face in my mind
but you I could not find
I felt your touch
But you were not there
I missed you so much
The color of your hair
The feel of your skin
No matter how much
I could not win
You are gone and I am alone
A broken heart and an empty home
It was not me
It was not you
All it was life as we knew
You cant leave him
to be with me
I cant be held down
I must be free
Farewell

RANDOM THOUGHT OF A CLOUDED MIND

WHY DID YOU GO
Why did you leave me when you did
Was it something I said or something I did
Was it a thing that I forgot
Was that the reason for your leaving
All I did was in my beliving in us
All I wanted was your trust in me
All I wanted was a trust in you
Was that to much for us to be through
No it was not what you did
It was feelings that were hidden
Feelings wanting to be free
Freedom of wanting to be me that set you on your way
Never blame yourself only blame the
world around us and that is to much to ask
I cant change the past only learn
I cant make you understand only let you know
Your heart will find a way
Your heart will set you free to see
It was me and not you that made the choice
And for me I have to live with the pain
The pain I have caused , the pain
that I can never heal
The wounds will always remain
It is my pain and I feel it always when
I see your face or hear your name
Farewell